So, hi my name is Guillermo Argueta, I born in march 16 of 1995 and everybody thinks that my life is easy but not really.
Since I have memory my life hasn't be that easy, I don't really remember a bunch of things, I am not a typical guy, and I'm gonna tell you why people call me strange. first of all I don't like people, because people is mean they hurt other people just for pleasure and a lot of people has hurt me so thats why I'll always prefer to be alone, other thing that describes me as "strange" is that I'm never paying attention and I don't really care of what is happening around me. I live in my own world because its better and funnier and its mine and its fun to be in there, because I do whatever I want to do, and not what society wants me to do.
One of the greatest things I have in m life is music, I play the guitar, the drums and I sing (kind of). I'm always listening to music all day, in the school bus, at math class, in grammar, literature etc. and why I'm always listening to music and not talking with the guys of my class, well simply, I like to be alone, because people is mean. I describe myself as a misunderstood guy, because for them I'm "weird".
I'm simply myself and I love my own way to live my life, something that I really don't share of this world is that the majority of people is materialistic and I really hate that kind of people, now at days girls prefer a guy with awesome body and great eyes rather than a good heart guy not so handsome but pure of heart. I hate materialistic persons and hypocrite people, because they simply use you as if you were a toy and they think that you don't have feelings and that if you play with them its ok for us, but sincerely all that kind of persons doesn't really matter for me, I just don't pay attention to them but I hate when they played with other persons because they don't realized what are they doing.
My life is not so easy, my relationship with my dad has never be good, I lost my grandpa the only one who has ever really understand me, he pass away eight days after my birthday, and I lost one of the most important persons when my grandpa died, God, I star fighting with God when my grandpa died because he took me away my treasure, I beg for sorrow to God 3 years ago and I think that 3 years ago I start living my life, and I'm gonna tell you about my new life.
When I really start listening to God and start making up my errors I start a new road, the road of God, I want to live the life that Jesus lives 2000 years ago, spreading the gospel, but it is difficult because 98 % of the people thinks that I'm talking stupid things and that really hurts, but He talk to me once and told me "Doesn't matter how many times people spit on you, and how many times people laugh at you, you have to continue doing what are you doing because that is one of your many crosses, and you accepted and you can't quit because you decided to do it, tank you" so that really means allot to me, and I start doing whatever Jesus wants me to do. Since I start listening him my life start changing, is not easier but I start seeing life with another eyes, with the eyes of the right ones.
Some months ago the real problems at home started, my parents always fighting, all was my fault, but the real problems where with my dad. We started to fight and scream to each other for everything, and one of the things that I really hate is that someone screams at me so you can imagine what types of problems do we have, one day I ask my dad for a toothbrush and my dad told me "I'm not gonna search for one right now" and I just told him "ok, you can give it to me later" and he ask what about the old one and I reply to him that i left it at my godfather's house but it doesn't matter and he could give it to me later, and I left to my room to continue arranging myself for a lunch that we all have, so he start screaming at me a lot of really hurting things and I start crying and we get to the point that he told me that he hates me and if I want's him dead I could kill him with his gun and vice-verse.
But then I remember what God told me "Doesn't matter how many times people spit on you, and how many times people laugh at you, you have to continue doing what are you doing" so I'm trying to do my best and do not disappoint God because imagine to fail God.
I know that the majority of people that read this will think that I'm talking stupid things or allot of awkward things but to those person that thinks that I really don't care about your opinion.
My life is not easy and I have a lot of anecdotes to tell you but if you want to know about me, live my life, and if you decided to do it well, Welcome To My Life.
